Utsuro no Hako to Zero no Maria Quotes
Life has no weight in itself; its a concept created by the observer that does not have a definite form. Essentially, life does not entail multiple instances but is just one massive wobbly lump. However, we tend to refer to the bodies that were formed out of that giant lump as lives. The essence of life is in all of us and cant be stolen or born. As long as the essence of life exists, life does not decrease or increase, and it certainly wont disappear.
If I abandoned you, I would be released from this pain. I would live on. But before long, I would end up seeking you again, for all my actions are ultimately devoted to you and only you. All I want is to stay on target and walk straight aheadignoring the losses and opposition, and even the results. Thats all I can do. Some people might call it an obsession, others may deem it a miraclebut to me and many others, my driving rationale couldnt be more obvious and natural. There are people who understand this and there are people who dont, and I simply happen to belong to the first group. The only difference is whether they have noticed that they dont need boxes to make their wishes come true, and what it means to fulfill a wish. My commitment to find you comes with great suffering. Not once have I thought its easy. For your sake, I laughed, cried, and yelled. Because of you, I destroyed my heart, my body, and the world. Still, Im only really alive when Im touching the fragment of you that I carry within me. Even if I dont reach you in the end Even if I know the horrible outcome that awaits me I will keep searching for you, who dwells inside Maria. Im going to vanish. Maybe Im getting my just deserts for being too greedy with my wish. To be honest, part of me regrets that we met, but if I were to choose between a life in which we met and a life in which we didnt, I would always pick the former. Always. Im sure of that, even though I may be hesitating over, wavering about, and regretting my choices all the time. I will not have accomplished anything by the time I vanish, and Im certainly not mature enough to say that I can accept that. Even now, Im still dreaming that my efforts might be rewarded with some kind of happy ending.
"Because I wont die if I miss." I can totally understand the words of that slugger. We wont die just because our dreams and efforts prove futile, nor do we need to despair. We both faced much greater despair, so we arent afraid of the obstacles that lie before us. We can easily bet on a coin flip while others are too frightened to even pick heads or tails.
There wouldn't have been a bright future if I had died or I had been the only one to survive.